@thehomefrontmama: I share this to bring awareness. It really does pain me to go back through my photos and re-live these memories… wishing I would have fought for answers sooner. I was afraid to be “that crazy mom” at the doctors office. Ultimately I’ve had to forgive myself and trust that God’s timing is perfect. He can heal cancer, whether it is one cell or a billion cells. And for that truth, I put all of my trust in Him. His ways are higher than my ways and His thoughts are higher than my thoughts. #childhoodcancer #fyp #childhoodcancerawareness #neuroblastoma #hospitallife