Ok, this was the first Lucas Jones poem I ever read and honestly it kind of knocked the wind right out of me and made me cry a long time because I connect with it on such a visceral level. The poet tells you all through his writing "He is just pretending!" He picked up a girl at a bar/pub for a one night stand that turned into a life. He tells us all of the strategies he uses to make his life look normal. He camaphlags his own pain while he became the chameleon everyone else needed to be safe and content. He didn't honor himself by having the courage to live his own life authentically to find his own JOY. Fifty years later he speaks the words out loud, "I've got a confession, all this time I've just been PRETENDING!" He pretends they are one, he pretends to cry, he pretends she is dead BUT she is not.... One of the toughest choices in life is to live a conscious life, to have the courage to be present with yourself and speak and live your truth from your heart. Sorry for the book, I am old, don't waste your life.....🥰❤️
2026-06-05 19:28:01
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Charlotte Byrne :
I will never not like this poem
2026-06-05 17:37:47
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𝕾𝖔𝖕𝖍𝖎𝖆 🖤 :
I genuinely don’t understand this I’ve watched it 3 times now
2026-06-11 01:09:23
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Colleen Hudson :
mate, this did not go the way I thought it was and now I'm sobbing at work. you are an excellent wordsmith. please keep sharing your art with the world x
2026-06-08 11:52:09
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Lewis :
This one I dont understand
2026-06-05 12:01:45
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Kavijo :
Well, I hadn’t planned on crying today but here we are
2026-06-07 21:40:18
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Michelle Evans5272 :
Can you do a poem for mothers when their youngest child moves out please. They're off to Uni and greater things but it's emotionally hard. They'll always have a room and a key.
2026-06-06 22:59:24
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Thrift online EK :
Listening to this and pretending am not crying
2026-06-09 17:21:06
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Boetaluv :
Jokes on you, I wanted to cry
2026-06-12 15:07:45
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𝐒 🇵🇭🇦🇺 :
Anyone know how to stop doing this thing? I don’t want to pretend or at least tell myself I’m just pretending anymore
2026-06-20 12:30:27
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Liz :
art. pure unadulterated art.
2026-06-13 13:10:17
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Habby203🇨🇦 :
This is so sad.
2026-06-05 12:14:51
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adin :
here i am pretending to shed a tear reading this.
2026-07-03 14:18:02
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Kyrah🎗️ :
Oh I’m early I love your poetry 🥹
2026-06-05 12:00:40
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Lala eq :
This is the second time I hear it and damn the first time did not make me cry like this. Maybe it was knowing how it was ending this time, I don't know
2026-06-07 08:43:06
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️💜Aalayah💜 :
I love this poem
2026-06-05 15:04:01
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arispaddy :
I love you, dude
2026-06-07 06:43:23
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pharweezy abicoy :
Well I’ll just pretend.
2026-06-13 11:47:01
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My name is Grace 🍉 :
This is one of your best
2026-06-11 18:49:01
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user7992485565006 :
Brilliantly RAW
2026-06-13 04:05:12
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Fischer Shibero :
you love only the fst time after your heart is broken well...
2026-06-10 19:09:09
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Jan Harris :
Your poems always make me cry
2026-06-06 06:57:13
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user7750530123636 :
My favourite ❤️misunderstood
2026-06-09 10:01:01
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PathtoCode💻 :
For how long can you pretend?…Pretend is a habit when it stays for too long it becomes your natural habit without u noticing it.
2026-06-12 08:19:07
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