@somsel78: best mc oat🙂‍↕️ Let's start with how Phos literally lost their body parts for the benefit of others/because they wanted to help others. They lost their legs because Ventri lead them into a trap to get Aculeatus back. They lost their arms because the ice floes brought up how Cinnabar needed them, causing them to slip and fall in. They lost their head because they wanted to get cairn's arm back. And they lost their hair because they had to cover Morga and Goshe. Every change they've gone through is for someone else. At the beginning, Phos' main priority was Cinnabar. When they got swallowed by Ventri, their immediate thought before melting away was that Cinnabar needed them so they need to survive. They were ready to give up their life to Ventri if it meant Cinnabar's would be spared. The ice floes only mentioned Cinnabar once and it was enough for Phos to slip and lose their arms. And to Phos, Cinnabar was the gem who was there for them since the beginning, that Cinnabar was the one who understands Phos the most. But Cinnabar not only abandoned them when Phos needed them the most but even goes so far as to dis-validate their feelings Listen I get that Phos might've jumped this on you kinda abruptly and bluntly and I agree they need to understand delicacy but in no circumstances, NO CIRCUMSTANCES, SHOULD YOU EVER TELL SOMEONE THEY DONT UNDERSTAND LONELINESS SIMPLY BECAUSE OF WHATEVER ASSUMPTION YOU HAVE. ITS A HUGE DICK MOVE. Cinnabar can be as emo as they want and hug their legs all day but Phos understands loneliness better than anyone in this show and that's a fact. When the other gems thought Phos got turned into a snail, they were all completely fine with leaving them as is. The first gem to truly empathize with them, Antarcticite, was forcefully taken from them by the Lunarians. This is something that would give someone PTSD, and Phos does end up getting it but literally no gems ever thought to ask Phos if they were ok. All they cared about was Phos' new gold arms. Then they lost Ghost, the second partner they've had thus far. Then when Aechmea told them the truth behind Sensei, they had to face the fact that the man who raised them and taught them all the know had been lying and hiding things to their face. Unlike Cinnabar, Phos is constantly surrounded by people and keeps on meeting new ones but despite this, they have no one to depend on, and anyone that they \*did\* depend on, either abandoned them or was taken from them. While Cinnabar feels lonely because they isolate themselves, Phos is lonely because no one they reach out to reaches back, and that kind of loneliness is much more detrimental. And it doesn't even The other moon gems don't even care enough to go see Phos in the 'hospital' despite doing so for Padparadscha. And not to mention when Phos recalls all the shit that happened to them within that one day, it literally made them shatter. This is what I said before, about how you can still feel lonely even when you're still interacting with other people. Phos may be in contact with a lot of people but none of these people truly accepts them. They have no one to relate to or to depends on and the realization of this, the fact that both Cinnabar and Cairngorm, 2 gems who they thought they'd be able to trust, had tried to harm them, and the fact that they failed at their purpose, yet again, causes Phos to literally break down. And speaking of Cairngorm, they practically just twisted the knife. I have to ask, is there a reason they needed to straight out reject Phos as a friend? Sure maybe before it was only because of Ghost but why does Cairn feel the need to cut Phos out altogether? It wasn't Phos' fault t#landofthelustrous #phosedit #housekinokuni #phosphophylliteedit #landofthelustrousedit

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