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barf :
@barf: he’s my first boyfriend. i experienced so many firsts with him. i love him so so so much that i’m tolerating things i wouldn’t have tolerated before i met him. but i do it anyway because im so hopeful that he’d eventually change after the countless confrontations we have. but im getting so tired of constantly monitoring his behaviour and being on edge about everything he does i just wish i wouldnt care so much. which is why i still want to try for him. but i dont know if he’s actually trying for me either, and even still, i can’t find the courage to leave. i just wish things would change for the better eventually because god knows i cant do it. i cant leave. it hurts me too much.
2026-07-17 09:32:27
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︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ :
i love him so so so much. but it’s like god every single day it’s something new. one day you understand me and you reassure me and say all the right things, you prove to me you always got me and you’ll always stay. but it’s like the next day your confused by me, you don’t understand me as if everything gets lost in translation and you just prove to me you never wanted to get to understand me deeply, you just wanted the surface level version of me. why can’t i feel the love every day? why do i feel the need to beg for your love and affirmations. why do i have to beg for you to ADORE me and COMFORT me???. am i not an easy enough girl for you to do all things for me with ease??. am i too complicated for you??. why one day are you sweet and soft and then next your mean and rough??. can’t you see i love you so much i would lose myself everyday just to see you blossom like a beautiful flower. your my world and your everything so sweet and handsome in that world. but it’s like to you im just a temporary lover that you don’t want to let go of until you find somebody that is more special than me.
2026-06-24 00:05:26
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shalisé . :
words cannot understand how much i like this boy but i feel like im either trying to hard or not enough i don’t want to lose him because he’s really all i have but every day it’s something with me and i don’t know why i get mad over the littlest things and it’s just like why am i like this .
2026-07-16 05:18:46
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⋆. 𐙚˚࿔ 𝒍𝒐𝒓𝒆𝒍𝒆𝒊 𝜗𝜚˚⋆ :
I love him so freaking much that’s why this hurts so much. I keep telling him what’s bothering me and he always says “I’m sorry” “I’m sorry I will do better” then does better for one day then goes back to being dry and distant which really hurts. It feels like I’m the only one trying in the relationship and I told him I will never leave him and I made a promise that I feel like I have to keep but I don’t know if I can do it anymore. On top of that, he has been reposting girls dancing but it’s a cosplay of anime girls and I dont know if that’s a red flag or not but that also hurt seeing. I don’t know what to do anymore I just don’t want to lose him 😕
2026-06-22 02:20:45
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Bri :
I love him I really do but god I feel so unimportant. We don’t even talk most of the time because he never has time, he’s always working then goes to the gym and he’s gonna start school again soon and it’s gonna get even worse haha.. he doesn’t even try to communicate or plan anything we never do anything I see him once a week IF that. It’s exhausting dude. I feel alone and like I’m the only one that’s being affected by this and I try to bring it up but he immediately gets defensive and starts with the I don’t have any time blah blah blah and I end up shutting down and apologizing like what is this?? I feel like I can’t talk about my feelings anymore
2026-06-29 15:40:53
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😊 :
i just don’t deserve to be treated like this. no effort at all whatsoever but i love him sm he was such a sweet boy but deep down ik i have to let that version of him go and accept that this is who he is now and this is how he WANTS to treat me. even on my worse days i look for comfort in him that no longer exists and thats why it hurts even more :(
2026-06-27 19:46:45
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but im slowly starting to give up
2026-06-24 07:07:03
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🌺CH40$♱ :
Brookhaven is more important than me🥀 are we deadahh
2026-06-25 16:17:33
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jaz<3 :
love isn’t enough anymore idk anymore
2026-07-01 03:19:44
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nats.media :
and the worst part is that we’re not even dating 😕
2026-06-25 04:23:40
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I don't know what to do yk. we've been together for ten months I know there's that stage where you argue and stuff is hard but damn. I feel like I gotta beg for his love or affection. half the time it feels like he doesnt even love me anymore all the little things like going thru my reposts to see how I feel nicknames or telling me I'm pretty they don't happen anymore none of it. we have good moments yk so many but its hard when the bad outweighs the good. I love him so much and I can't imagine starting over I don't want to ever it kills me to even think about it. I just don't know what I'm doing wrong or why he can't be constant or reciprocate these feelings all the time and not jus sometimes. I know ik.not perfect far from I suck at communicating and get upset easily but I love so hard and ill always make sure he knows and feels that love and I just wish it was the same. Constantly having to ask for reausrance or begging him not to leave me is tiring. asking over and over if he still loves me because I don't believe it anymore just sucks. I try so hard but I feel like I can never win. I just want love am I too hard to love? do I step back and maybe see if he steps up? but why should I do less to feel more loved? is I me? because I get upset easily is that why? I just don't know and it hurts crying every night and worrying about if we're going to last I just want us to be okay. I miss my sweet boy more than anything and all I want is for us to last. I feel like tha tm to ask.
2026-06-28 08:00:35
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𝓒💜 :
silent repost :(
2026-06-28 06:28:14
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k :
told him how i felt he said “what do u want me to do” and we broke up because i how do i explain to u that i yearn to feel loved by you again?, we been tg for 2 years maybe we js grew apart
2026-07-03 21:02:51
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