@f.11.y: :l wished to spend my life with you,but Delete circumstances dictate, and God dictated that I love you and be deprived of you,l prayed to God that you are the most beautiful thing that has been lost to me, l see you with some one else, and when l am unable to speak, l burn in sied and suppress my, feelings, l always say that this my mistake, and I must bera it, but with time, l was unable to bera it