@xxttj7: Perhaps this weariness is not a desire for death, but rather a longing for a rest that does not exist here. Perhaps the despair that drove me to the brink is the same despair that brought me back when it collided with the wall of my fear of God. I hide the thought of departure in the corners of prostration, and I nurture patience in my heart as if it were a preemptive apology for the weakness that overcame me. For whenever the world darkens in my eyes, a verse shines, reminding me that the soul is a trust, and that I have no right to break that trust. #viralvideo #foryoupage #fyp #foryou