Helly :
“Hey sweetie! We are finally getting there! One step at a time. I know you want to get better quickly, I know you want a lot of friends, and I know how deep down you want to be loved and cared for. But you wanna know something? You are learning to love yourself all on your own! Yes! That’s right! You are not chasing love and acceptance from strangers, from friends or even relatives! You are on your own, and guess what? It’s getting better! It will take you a while honey, and I am still working hard to take care of you. But you can count on me! I am the most reliable person in your whole life and world. For you I always will be. I know life is hurting you a lot right now… I know how you hide the pain, I know everything... But one day, the scars on your arm will not embarrass you anymore, the pain from you father will pass and bloom in independence and self respect. It’s not your job to heal anymore… it’s my job to protect you. And I will. With all my strength. Remember that you are loved, I know you don’t feel it yet, but I do in fact, love you. I love you so much that every time I see a picture of you, I just smile and cry because you are so sweet and beautiful and wholesome that it makes me feel overwhelmed by emotions! I’ll hold you tightly in my heart forever. Be brave sweetheart, brace yourself… Embrace life! Because our story is not over yet! From 23 years old me… to 9 years old me.”
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