ℳ𝒶𝓉𝓉𝑒𝑜🍌 :
she was honestly the most beautiful person I've ever met and not just beautiful like physically cuz wow she was gorgeous to me but everything about her was beautiful, her personality gosh don't even get me started, she's the type of person that would call herself mean and toxic and act all tough but then she'd do the sweetest thing ever without even realizing it, she's like mean but caring, stubborn but soft, sarcastic but adorable, and idk how she did it but she made every single day better, like genuinely better, I'd wake up and the thought of talking to her would make me smile, seeing her name pop up on my phone would make me smile, hearing about her day would make me smile, and wow her smile, gosh her smile could fix my mood in secondsss, I really hope she never sees me in disgust because I know I can be cringe sometimes and clingy yeah and maybe too loving and too attached but everything I ever did came from love, I just cared about her so much and maybe I didn't always know how to show it in the right way, and the crazy thing is she never had to change anything for me, not her body, not her face, not her personality, not a single thing, she was already perfect to me, every insecurity she had I either never noticed or thought was beautiful because it was part of her, and wow she made me feel so safe sometimes without even trying, she could be annoying and I'd still smile, she could make me mad and I'd still smile, she could ignore me for hours and I'd still be waiting for her message like an idiot because talking to her was one of the best parts of my day, and even when life was stressing me out or something else was making me angry I never wanted to take it out on her because she wasn't the person I wanted to hurt, she was the person that made things feel okay, and gosh I miss her, not in some dramatic movie way but in all the little things, like when I see something funny and instantly think she'd laugh at it, or when I see her favorite flower and she pops into my head, or when I read a book and wonder what she'd think about it
2026-07-09 04:26:59