@owlibee: Replying to @mostlyferal and i was alone. for years i’ve been alone. i’m still alone. I don’t know how to presently cofront, I’ve experienced it twice. it’s not friends in your head. it’s feeling the trauma, it’s feeling the fear from others who carry the memories that I don’t, it’s feeling the flashbacks they’re having and hearing their pain and being helpless. it’s not a comfort at all.

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fxckscharlie
charlie :
That’s such an insensitive comment wtf??😭 I’m so sorry that you weren’t present for your proposal, that must hurt a hell of a lot especially with it often being seen a a big milestone in people’s lives. I hope you’re (all) doing okay🫂🤍
2026-06-08 18:37:32
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mostly.feral
mostlyferal :
Im sorry if the comment hurt you Marloaf, was not my intention.
2026-06-08 21:31:59
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gravestonealien
RobinTheGremlin :
I hate the voids of the best memories too :( I don't remember chunks of the only good times in my life
2026-06-08 19:44:53
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jesteratbirth
Arthur The Fool :
I recently lost my journal and by proxy four years of my life. everything. every moment every good time every bad time everything is just... gone... I have pictures, but everything feels like such a haze that sometimes it just feels like I'm looking at someone else's life.(well... I guess because I am) it's nice having people around, but when there's no communication it feels so empty and lonely and even the people you're around and love feel far away
2026-06-09 01:18:55
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headspace.system
The Headspace System ✷ :
as an osdd system, I can *to a degree* understand what they're trying to say. i think they worded their comment terribly though. sometimes I do feel at comfort with being able to talk to my headmates (... that is IF I can, I can't everytime) but then it becomes stressful in knowing I'm never going to just. be me 😓
2026-06-10 18:10:05
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aedituaelizabeth
Elizabeth :
I literally cannot remember where something is if it gets moved. Sometimes I don't even remember it exists! I looked around my ENTIRE house last night for my clothes. Which were neatly put away. In a spot I wasn't expecting them to be. I'm so grateful for my Mom-- I would have went CRAZY just looking for clean clothes to wear!
2026-06-12 03:00:05
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wearenovadawn
nova system :
I remember almost nothing about my own wedding, which was only about 8 months ago. Dissociation sucks. I really hope that commenter comes to realize that there's so many more cons than pros to dissociative disorders.
2026-06-10 19:34:19
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tirammisu77
juno :
god thats actually so awful. i wish u nothing but love ❤️
2026-06-08 19:44:03
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sienna_guac
Sienna 💕💕 :
I only remember my life through pictures and journal entries <3
2026-06-08 23:59:44
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7rauma7ism
☆★ Jane Wolfe ★☆ :
i can’t remember a lot of my positive moments because they’re surrounded by dissociation and stress
2026-06-10 10:45:12
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garfieldlover357
garfieldlover357 :
Here for you 🫂
2026-06-08 18:53:29
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asuko_san
Asu :
My partner is a system. It’s genuinely like dating an amnesiac. I remember our best weekend. A trip to an amusement park, followed by the best steamy night. I often look back on it, and he can’t. I cope with this genre of stuff well, so I’m fine, but I’m very sorry for him.
2026-06-08 21:17:41
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severed.alex
alex 🦔 :
“is it fucked up-“ yup. yes.
2026-06-09 05:12:02
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rozanovscurls
Torchy (he/they) :
Yes it is fucked up. Just because you’re not “alone” doesn’t mean DID/OSDD isn’t still an ILNESS. Just to name one experience I can’t read at times like I will be looking at the words and I just can’t do it. That doesn’t sound very comforting and it’s only one of immeasurable problems
2026-06-10 03:22:39
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tor82163
tor :
Are you open to me asking some questions obvs you dont have to answer but I ask that because i am autistic and when i asked unprompted questions to people with disorders in the past i get 1000 random people basically saying to never to ask a mentally ill person about their illness. But each human is different so i wanted to ask YOU. my concern and curiosity are both high levels
2026-06-17 15:07:39
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zetasigmachi
zetasigmachi :
i’m in a bad spot mentally so the entire system has shut me out, like i could just forget about it which is ironic. i am so disconnected and dissociated all the time that i don’t remember anything pretty much ever. i know what i need to stay alive and that’s it at this point
2026-06-12 23:56:28
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thevoiceinsideyouryead
evil mimi :
That comment dims down how bad did actually is SOME people like being a system or are comfortable with it but that’s the minority, the majority hate it.
2026-06-08 18:43:15
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aetherzwingz
ΛΣƬΉΣЯ'Ƨ ЩIПGƧ :
I agree with the comment, but it isn’t like that. It’s not all good. You can be angry at all your favorite people; you can become violent, you can have an alter wanting to kill you, it can have a lot of negatives to it… trust me. It sucks
2026-06-08 20:10:19
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