@celinakama: I’ve been there before… I do one bad thing and all of a sudden I can’t pray, I stop going to church and I make myself the judge to sentence myself daily… drifting farther and farther away from God. So I pray, I tell God I don’t feel worthy to be here, but I’m here anyway. It’s a very imperfect prayer but that’s why it is intimacy with God. Not saying we should continue in sin that grace may abound but also not letting our minds trick us into focusing on our mistakes rather than shift our focus to the one who is Gracious and loving that we be so overwhelmed with love making us seek true repentance 🤍 If anything, the fact that you notice that drift and feel troubled by it is not evidence of distance from God… it’s often evidence that you still care, still hear, still want to come back.