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𝕂ℕ𝔸𝕏𝔸 :

im also always a pity invite

I :

When I was once out with some people I thought it was fun but when I got home I realized that all I did was making jokes because if I didn’t do that I would just stand there like loser. Since that day I never got out with people. (2 years ago)

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Burnner Account :

my birthday was a few weeks ago. I was gonna have a bunch of friends over… only one came because he had nothing better to do

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Metin jesden :

Geowad :

Real

peta_69 :

Archington :

and then i genuinly start bawling my eyes out but nobody cares until I come up to them

𝑘𝑎𝑎𝑠𝑔𝑒𝑝𝑎𝑘𝑡 :

I left that "friend" group half a year ago, been working out every day in peace ever since.

ᥒ᥆ᑲ᥆ძᥡ :

It’s not about my body anymore. I’m such a disgusting and bizarre person inside. I can’t make up my own self, there’s just something wrong with me, unfixable, unavoidable. I’m put to walk a chosen path, and I’ll do it, make my parents happy while I still can to at least compensate a little bit from the ungrateful disappointment I am.I literally have a lot other don’t have, things other would KILL to get, I got some friends and a loving family and I still feel this way. I’m just a selfish egoistic person. After all that I’ll leave to go die alone, a place where my existence does not matter, where I’ll leave no trace. This sounds crazy and horrible and still, somehow I find comfort in it. Cuz I don’t know, there’s this feeling that makes me feel I have no way to live another way no matter how hard i try. I physically, mentally, call it however you want, can’t bring myself to live past 30. I just can’t imagine, it feels like I’m not destined to live. This sounds stupid, corny and im just exposing myself of the horrible person I am. But that’s exactly what I want, bc that way everyone can see and not mindlessly tell me I’m a good person, because the truth is I’m not. My wish of being alone will come true. I’m crying just from typing all this shit. Sorry