@vee.def: As much as I try with all my might to stay positive- it’s hard as hell sometimes. With the insane chemo treatments for 10 months, 3 extra hospital stays from catching viruses, hair loss, amputation surgery, weight gain, losing my independence/ability to walk and drive for 6 months- sometimes I notice I’ve been grumpy for a while. Sometime I feel exhausted, at the end of my rope, in pain, isolated, frustrated, angry, and heartbroken. Sometimes I realize I can’t even remember the last time I actually laughed, like really laughed and felt happiness. As much as I’m so looking forward to hopefully moving past all this and creating a new life and new/better version of myself eventually- I’m still in this right now. Waiting for another surgery. Unsure how much time I will really have. Sometimes I just miss when I thought my problems were huge before all of this. I miss how I looked because I haven’t recognized myself in a long time. I miss my independence. I miss laughter, spending more time with friends. So just know if sometimes you mourn for who you were before you got sick, you’re not alone and it’s okay to not be positive 24/7 🖤 #cancerfighter #cancersucks #ewingsarcoma
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Tuesday 09 June 2026 00:27:05 GMT
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Stay-C-🐝 :
All very valid. Feel the feels babe but I hope that beautiful laugh sincerely comes back soon. You are still her. One of the strongest woman I know. Sending so much love. 💝❤️
2026-06-09 03:46:28
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Redrwls :
Life is unfair. Insert some glimmers into your day. 5 minutes of a good comedian doing their routine (Russell Peters), sunshine on your beautiful face, good books, phone calls not next messages. Know you are loved. 💜
2026-06-12 08:35:33
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Susan :
This just made me cry! Xoxo
2026-06-09 02:18:40
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Lucy Mae |DANCE|CHOREO :
I’m rooting for you so hard, lovely!!! ❤️Everything you said is so valid and relatable. Please allow yourself to feel whatever you’re feeling — what you’re going through is unbelievably tough, and you’re doing incredible. You have such a beautiful soul and you’re an absolute warrior!! Sending you lots of love ❤️❤️
2026-06-09 07:28:57
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✨Kris✨ :
Awwwe gf, I’m sending you so much love! 💜 I may not understand all of what you are going through…I’m just at the end of 6 months of weekly chemo and now moving into 2 years of maintenance, it’s not curable. Some days are so hard:( thank you for being vulnerable and honest 💕. This journey is hard AF. You have such a strong spirit! We’ve got this! 🫶 always checkin on your page.
2026-06-09 13:42:01
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kiran s 🌟🧿 :
beautiful either way💕💕 all I see now is a BEAUTIFUL WARRIOR !!!!
2026-06-09 05:59:46
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Stephanie May :
♥️♥️♥️♥️
2026-06-14 15:44:50
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