el.__.negrito :
boxing was the reason i was able to heal fron my depresion and problems, i didnt only learn how to box and defend myself but i learned how to be a more gently and kind human, i learned discipline, and so much more, it Made me happy, it Made me feel alive, it truly transform me to better, yet, in My Best moments ever in that sport, i quit, not because of desmotivation, or health issues, i got in love, and forgot what i loved the most, the sport of boxing, and that broke me, i was a talented fighter and full of determination of being a pro at the art of boxing, yet, i quit, and Even tho time as pass it still hurts. My girl broke up with me, and i Lost myself in the process, and in hard times i understood something, i was so in love with the sport because it show me love and how to love the sport, Even when i cried and bleed because of a Bad training day, it was My porpuse, My heart was empty, and thats why i was so good at the sport, with someone loving me i could not box, because My heart was being loved, i didnt have to fight anymore for love or a feeling of being alive, because i got all i needed, love, yet now, that i dont got boxing or My girl i learned something, both of those experiences made me more Mature and a Even better person, because, now i know what i feel, i know how to difference My feelings, and how to manage them in a positive way, so in the end, it was all worth it, My suffering was not for nothing, it helped me to become someone better.
yet, i miss those days, the training days, the runs, the sparring, and fight days, i miss it, alot, but when i get to train, it does not feel the same....
2026-06-13 06:57:22