Ram☆ :
Gian, I've loved you since August 2022. Even when I tried to ignore it, even when I knew I never stood a chance, my feelings never left. It's been years, and somehow you're still the person my heart looks for. You're straight, I'm gay, and I know you'll never love me the way I love you. Maybe that's the cruelest part( the worst part is, u're h0møphob1c)
We're friends, and I don't want to lose you, but sometimes it hurts because you play with my feelings without realizing how much you mean to me. I want to let go, not because I stopped loving you, but because I want you to be free to love who you truly want. And maybe, after all these years, I deserve to be free too😓
sorry for randomly ranting guys. i can't endure the pain alone 🥲
2026-06-11 18:02:52