SCT. YANG⚜️ :
my father died April 12 2026,my mom had another man for 5years,my dad ignored the fact that he we're cheated on by his own wife,and still continue loving her even though he knows damn well he will be hurt by doing it,but he still choose her,he cried alone,he suffer alone,he suffocate alone,one day..his heart couldn't take it and gaved up,he suffered heart attack died before my board of review, wishing i could have been there with him..if only i could have known that the day he called me was the day he'll be leaving me forever,if i haved known that the "goodbye iloveyou ampingg ana nak" has other meaning on it,i could have ask him if are you fine?are you feeling sick?but no-i didn't realize and says goodbye,my sister called crying he was hospitalized i was dumbfounded of hearing that,i runned even though i know i was at the board of review that time, without a second thought i grabbed a taxi payed the guy 400 without caring how much was the real price,i walk towards the room, thinking "please be alive" as i walk with my mom beside me, i saw him lying down no heartbeat, thinking he was just sleeping then suddenly everything ringed the nurse snd doctor says theyve done what they could but he didn't survive,i watch my own father lying on that hospital bed knowing the time i was being hospitalize straight for 4times i survived,but he one time and he's gone,he got home but no breath,no heartbeat,just lying down at the casket,friends families cousins gathered but it's not for happiness it's for him.. grieveing for the man who was kind, helpful, comforter of my life, supporter, everything,he didn't get revenge of my mom knowing damn well he knows it hurts, everyone dislikes mom, saying its her fault but everyone doesn't realize my dad was also hurtful,not going to work,always lying down,wants mom to always give her money,he doesn't get a sleep properly because of online bet games..he always get angry at me..instead of my siblings,as of now i hate him for leaving for not giving me a chance to talk how he acted towards me,how I hate him for saying those words,how i didn't have a chance to tell him how hurt i am..how I suffered depression but i choosed to be silent and i-
2026-06-14 14:23:30