Esmie
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Thursday 11 June 2026 01:30:11 GMT
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BridgetBardo :
You don’t understand, until you do….
2026-06-11 22:55:17
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megalyse :
It’s an honor and a curse to bear witness 🥺
2026-06-12 01:52:38
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MaddieJo 💙💙 :
Watching her last breath, was the beginning of my before and after her. It’s how I measure time now.
2026-06-12 02:35:26
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Kimmie_ann70 :
I did too,you are never the same.
2026-06-11 02:30:16
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Kathleen Anne :
Because I’ve experienced this, I have zero patience for bullshit, zero fucks given. I.dont.care.about.anything, nothing or no one can hurt me as bad as that experience did.
2026-06-11 23:32:39
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Siw Anita Gundersen :
I did too… It was hard 😥💔 I got a memory tattoo. “You saw me take my first breath I saw you take your last❣️”
2026-06-11 19:52:48
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Angela :
I have such bad ptsd from it💔 I can only remember the struggles and end of life…I truly can barely remember the happy moments & my childhood. I’m so incredibly sorry - our moms deserve to be here.
2026-06-11 01:55:42
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LoolaBell- Salas🦋🧡 :
Same. & I will NEVER recover! I’m not the same person anymore. A part of me died with her. Praying for you because the pain is unbearable 😩🥺😭
2026-06-11 02:11:24
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Knotty Wood Co :
The death rattle and the secretions. I was NOT prepared. I’m Type A and read everything to prepare so I wouldn’t fall apart for what I knew was coming. You can’t prepare for that. It was 2 months ago and my dog or husband snoring brings me right back there every night. I can’t get the death rattle out of my head.
2026-06-11 20:46:49
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Shanny Bee :
Same. I think about it every single day for 24 years. Sometimes I still can’t believe it.
2026-06-11 02:20:47
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🎶🥳🎮 :
My whole being has changed, I AM NOT who I used to be. And people expect me to just bounce back like nothing happened and be the same person I was. Sometimes I just want everyone to go away and the whole world to just shut up. 😞💔
2026-06-11 16:48:56
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Vectra Development Group :
I’ll never be the same!! NEVER! 💔
2026-06-12 00:51:38
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katrinagrover767 :
The death rattle, the eyes turning black, lips so dry. I watched my mom and it was the most traumatic thing I ever went through. Even after. No mom for picking out my wedding dress. No mom to help with child birth. Everything
2026-06-11 17:08:32
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Melanie :
I’m so sorry. I watched my mom die and then 4 years later my husband when I had to pull life support. The only time he opened his eyes for 30 days was when he was looking at me as he passed. Trauma is not a strong enough word. Bless you, you are not alone.
2026-06-11 03:16:07
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Tina Marie :
Same 😢 here year anniversary is July 2nd
2026-06-12 02:53:13
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user3566873411299 :
I get it. Sorry❤️
2026-06-12 02:52:41
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Tina Marie :
I kissed my Moms forehead as her body laid there 😢 and sighed her death cerf I was her caregiver I’m all alone it hurts so bad 😢
2026-06-12 02:54:00
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AshDTom :
I felt this. Not only have I watched my mom die, I also watched a 3 year boyfriend take his last breath. It’s the worst.
2026-06-12 00:55:45
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GenuineWriter :
Her last breath here on earth was her first in heaven!
2026-06-11 13:40:30
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Whitney :
All I can describe it as my body screaming for my mom every second
2026-06-11 18:09:24
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heatherstover67 :
girl 100%, i had to stand there and tell them to stop life saving measures after she coded for the third time within 45 minutes. .not only to lose her but to be the one who had to make the call broke me
2026-06-11 02:18:18
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Mary-Ann Wilkins :
I watched my mom as well i seen the life leave her every day slowly and painfully it really does change you
2026-06-11 07:34:26
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Mari Luebano :
I'm not ready! and ik I'm running out of time.. 🥹
2026-06-11 11:41:33
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TLV1030 :
You will never not see it or feel it. I watched my mom pass and then held my dads hand 10 weeks later and watched him go be with my mom again. I’ll never be the same. But I was meant to be there by their side.
2026-06-11 16:35:35
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RSH :
I held my mom's hand as she passed in February, then held my Dad's hand as he passed in May
2026-06-12 01:25:09
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