azzrrvna :
The day I had imagined a thousand times finally came. Even though I had cut off every possible way of knowing anything about u, somehow the news still found its way to me. It slipped through a gap I didn't even know existed. I thought I was prepared for it. I told myself that if I ever heard u got engaged, I'd be fine. I'd accept it, smile, and move on with my day like nothing happened. Turns out I was wrong. It got into my head more than I expected. Honestly, it's kind of stupid. Since 2018, I had quietly made u the only person in my heart. The funny part is, we never even had a label. There was never a real status, never a clear definition of what we were. But somehow we spent years acting like two people who were terrified of losing each other. We talked every day. There was always a message, always a call, always something to share. Hours on the phone became normal. u became part of my routine, and I became part of yours. At one point we stopped talking because I felt like I couldn't keep doing it anymore. It didn't make sense to continue something that wasn't going anywhere. But we were immature. So we came back. We always came back. Until one night in February 2026, while we were on the phone, a question kept repeating itself in my head: "What's the point of continuing this if there's no destination?" I'm 27 now. We're too old to keep pretending we're still teenagers who can avoid making decisions forever. We stayed in the comfort of "maybe" because making a choice meant risking a loss. That night, I ended the call. And for the first time, I gave us the closure we should have had years ago. I cut off every connection. I didn't want us to keep finding our way back to the same unfinished story. I didn't want our lives to stay suspended in uncertainty. And now, in June, I've heard that you're engaged. I'd be lying if I said it didn't hurt. It does. But at the same time, I'm genuinely happy for u. Because after all these years, u finally did what neither of us could do together, u made a decision. I can't congratulate u directly, but congratulations. I hope the person beside u brings u peace. And i hope in another life our paths would never have crossed.
2026-06-15 05:49:42