@fyecrtch: still can’t wrap my head around how all he had to do was keep moving forward with me while i gave him grace to fall... but he fell back and back and backwards all the way in to someone i don’t even recognize. it could’ve been so good but he didn’t think he deserved the good so he self sabotaged until i didn’t have grace left to give. i hope i never block my blessings like that, it hurts to see someone crumble apart like that