@estelasenyo: Some friendships are not meant to last forever and that is okay. Grieving a friend is real and nobody really talks about it. You can love someone and still accept that you have grown in different directions. When people show you who they are, believe them. Not every falling out needs a big conversation. Sometimes people just fade and you have to make peace with the silence. I used to chase closure from people who were never going to give it to me. I still struggle with that. Learning to close the door yourself is its own kind of healing.