Valentina Pirjol :
I relate so much with this…2022 had surgery & lost the weight, in 2023 I realized I was deep into anore*ia and couldn’t stop wanting to be smaller, got better in 2024, gained weight and didn’t really like my body but I tried to not think about it, when I broke up with my ex boyfriend I lost a bit of weight and I felt like I was finally at a healthy point, liked my body but the loose skin made me so uncomfortable, couldn’t wait to have the removal surgery, so I had my tummy tuck in 2025 and the first months were just..I don’t know, 4 months after I felt more “normal” but still…feb 2026 I got my arm lift and breast augmentation which I’ve wanted for so long and couldn’t wait, it was “my final step”, since then I genuinely don’t know what’s going on with myself, I feel so guilty because I should be so happy about my body but instead I cannot feel anything, my mental health is in a bad place (various reasons) and I cannot be happy about me and my life again, I lost some weight again unintentionally, and for the past week people started getting worried cause it’s too much again and they fear it’s again the hell I was into a few years ago, this time tho I didn’t even fully realized I was loosing weight, I just have no interest in anything anymore, eating, living, i don’t know, I don’t know if being “done” with the surgeries has brought to me the realisation that now there’s nothing more I can cut or loose to finally be happy with my self..
2026-06-13 11:16:04