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I honestly regret settling for the bare minimum. I wasn't like this naman dati. When I suffered unfair gradings, I always asked where ako nag kamali so I can fix it in the next quarter or I'd question why my grades were like that. Pero ig, since it was my last year, napagod na ako kaka defend? Parang every year na lang kasi, hwusuahaha. Natakot na rin ako because a teacher from a previous year started targeting me after seeing me cry over my grades, when all I really wanted was constructive criticism. I just wanted to know where I went wrong. Honestly, I wish I persevered more. It was my dream to be valedictorian or at least salutatorian. Pero because of one subject, ’di ako umabot. I wish I fought for my grades. I know I deserved more. Lagi mataas scores ko sakaniya, and I also recited every time. What frustrates me is that even some of the boys at the back had higher grades than me. I'm not demeaning them or anything, pero I know I deserved better. I know how hard I worked for that grade. While they were sleeping in class, I was reciting and participating. Grade ko? 92. Sila? 96. I was honestly too tired to question it anymore. Every time I tried to ask, he would get mad before I could even bring up the topic. I hadn't even started saying what I wanted to say. I also tried bringing it up to my adviser, but he just laughed it off. After that, I gave up because it felt pointless. Pero ang nakakainis diyan is, pag ung iba nag tanong, ok lang?? like wtf
2026-06-13 17:43:17