@gervwaterhouse: Panaginip - Nicole #panaginip #lyrics #music #fyp #foryou

EIYUNA :

mahal kita to the point that sometimes i choose to ignore the pain even when it’s already hurting me deeply, because losing you feels heavier than anything i’m going through. i know you don’t want me to drain myself for you, i know you’ve said that before, but i can’t help it because this is how much i love you. when you love someone this deeply, you tend to give more than you should, even when it starts to hurt, even when it slowly takes pieces of you away. i’m willing to sacrifice everything for you, even if it hurts, even if it becomes too much, even if there are days when i feel like i’m slowly losing parts of myself, as long as you’re happy and you feel that someone is still choosing to stay with you no matter what. i don’t want to be a burden to you, that’s why most of the time i choose to keep everything to myself even when what i’m feeling is already too heavy. i’m scared that if i open up too much, it might push you away or turn into another misunderstanding, and i don’t want that. so i stay quiet, not because i don’t feel anything, but because i’m trying to protect what we have. i love you so much, and with you, i felt things i never thought i would ever feel in my life, a kind of love that was so pure, so deep, and so real that it changed me completely. but at the same time, you’re also the person who made me feel a kind of pain i never imagined i would go through, and that kind of pain hits differently because it came from the same person who once made me feel so safe and loved. i just hope that when you’re having a hard time, you would still look at me the way you used to, the way you used to see me before, like i still matter, like i’m still someone you choose even when things aren’t easy. i’m not asking for everything to go back to how it was before, i just want to feel your love again, even in the smallest ways, even just a little, even if it’s not the same as before, just enough to remind me that what we have is still real. and please don’t ever think that i stayed because i had no choice, because that’s not true. i’m staying because i’m sure about you (bab)

𝕲𝖊𝖊𝖘𝖞𝖑 :

hi baby, it's been a while when we stopped talking sincerely, and honestly, ang daming beses na gusto kitang i-message ulit pero lagi kong napipigilan. Hindi dahil wala na akong nararamdaman, kundi dahil hindi ko alam kung may lugar pa ba ako sa buhay mo ngayon and also respeto rin sa bago mo. Time passed so fast, pero yung memories natin parang kahapon lang nangyari. Minsan napapaisip ako, what if hindi tayo tumigil? what if inayos natin instead of letting everything fall apart even though na fault ko ang lahat ng 'to, and walang araw na hindi ko binablame ang sarili ko sa mga nangyari sa atin. However, ang daming nagbago sa akin since then. I tried to move forward, i tried to act like everything is okay, pero deep inside, there's still this part of me na ikaw pa rin. Ang hirap i-explain, kasi kahit anong gawin ko, bumabalik pa rin ako sa thought na "ikaw sana." Maybe it's because you were not just someone to me, you were my comfort, my peace, and my chaos all at the same time. Naiisip ko rin kung naaalala mo pa ba ako the way i remember you. Do you still think about me sometimes? or am i just someone from your past na nakalimutan mo na? i don't know, and maybe that's what scares me the most. kasi ako, hindi pa kita nakakalimutan. Hindi pa rin nawawala yung "what if" sa isip ko. I'm not saying this para manggulo or to bring back something na wala na. I just want to be honest with what i feel, kahit late na. siguro this is my way of letting things out, kasi ang dami kong "sana" at "baka" na hindi ko nasabi before. if ever dumating yung time na mag-usap tayo ulit, i just hope na hindi na tayo strangers sa isa't isa. Pero if hindi na talaga, i'll try to understand. maybe some people are meant to stay as memories, not forever. Masakit, oo, pero ganon siguro talaga ang buhay. Still, i just want you to know na you were once my everything, and that will always mean something to me. I hope you're happy now, genuinely. And if ever our paths cross again, maybe just maybe we can start again i'm still waiting pa rin naman baby eh, kahit as something simple. Yun lang baby, i really really missyou. iloveyousomuchhh!......

义krox :

And for my final act of love, i will let go fo the version of us that i had kept alive for so long, i will stop rewriting the ending and stop forcing the hope because loving you taught me something that i couldn't ignore, that the person i had abandoned was me.

shxd.kian💎 :

Baks,I don't even know where to begin because no matter how much time passes,no matter how hard I try to distract myself, a part of me still loves you. Maybe that's the hardest truth I've ever had to accept. I thought time would make it easier. I thought one day I'd wake up and realize that the pain was gone, that your name no longer made my heart ache, that the memories had finally faded. But somehow, you're still here—in the quiet moments, in the songs I listen to, in the places that remind me of you, and in the thoughts I can never seem to escape. There are days when I convince myself that I'm okay. I tell everyone that I've moved on, that everything is fine now, but the truth is much more complicated than that. The truth is that I still catch myself wondering how you're doing. I still wonder if you ever think about me the way I think about you. I still wonder if the memories we shared mean as much to you as they do to me. What hurts the most isn't just losing you. It's losing all the things I imagined we could have been. It's watching the future I dreamed of disappear right in front of me and having no choice but to accept it. It's knowing that no matter how much I miss you, no matter how much I wish things were different, I can't go back and change what happened. I miss the little things the most. The conversations that seemed endless, the moments that felt ordinary but became unforgettable, the comfort of knowing you were there. I miss the version of myself that existed when you were still part of my life. Sometimes I look back at those memories and wonder if you realize how much they meant to me, or if they became just another chapter that you've already closed. There were so many things I never got to say. So many feelings I kept hidden because I was afraid. Afraid of being too much, afraid of losing you, afraid of hearing the truth. And now all those unsaid words sit heavily in my heart. Sometimes I replay everything in my mind, searching for the moment things changed, searching for the reason why we became strangers when all I ever wanted was to stay. The hardest part is pretending that I'm okay with it. Pretending that seeing you doesn't affect me.

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the best part🥲

Fazon Robinson :

nahanap kona sarili ko kaso wala na siya

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Lala ng timing mo doll

alftmxs :

20 points ung nag essay

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imy, shinshinko.

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