⋆. ☆𝕊𝕒𝕘𝕖☆⋆. :
I want love, but it doesn't have to be you this time. No, I've learned. Even though my eyes always search for you and my heart still partially beats for you, I can't say that I love you still, but I also can't say that I don't. I'm tired of waiting, of watching, of wanting something I can't and never will have. That's what a crush is, anyways: someone you like, but they don't like you back. And it sucks, it really does, because I wanted to hold your hand, wanted to see your smile, a hug you. But no, now I have to move on for the better. Because if I don't, then that won't be good for me. After all, I'm just the girl he was obsessed with, correct? I mean, of course, you wouldn't give a shit about me. I'm not pretty. I'm weird. I wish I was normal. I wish I didn't like weird romance books that you find corny. I wish I was your type. I wish I was pretty enough. But you'll never like me back. And that's okay. It's mainly fine with me, though my heart still aches for you in ways that I wish it didn't. I know you might see this and notice it's about you, but oh well, I did love you. It wasn't just a crush when I loved you. I loved everything about you. Now I'll have to say that no, I have to let that all go because you'll never like me back or reciprocate my love. I love you B.
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