@lyn.symone: This sat in my drafts since October. Watching it back, the emotional absence is so obvious. People say social media isn’t real bc everyone’s faking it… well there wasn’t any faking in this video (which is why it was never posted). At the time, yes I was annoyed his energy wasn’t there, but I didn’t see how bad it really was. I thought if I could just focus on my baby and live with joy and love that it wouldn’t matter how he behaved. Learn from me: we were not safe. Yes it is that serious. We got out but not without help!