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mahal kita to the point that sometimes i choose to ignore the pain even when it’s already hurting me deeply, because losing you feels heavier than anything i’m going through. i know you don’t want me to drain myself for you, i know you’ve said that before, but i can’t help it because this is how much i love you. when you love someone this deeply, you tend to give more than you should, even when it starts to hurt, even when it slowly takes pieces of you away. i’m willing to sacrifice everything for you, even if it hurts, even if it becomes too much, even if there are days when i feel like i’m slowly losing parts of myself, as long as you’re happy and you feel that someone is still choosing to stay with you no matter what. i don’t want to be a burden to you, that’s why most of the time i choose to keep everything to myself even when what i’m feeling is already too heavy. i’m scared that if i open up too much, it might push you away or turn into another misunderstanding, and i don’t want that. so i stay quiet, not because i don’t feel anything, but because i’m trying to protect what we have. i love you so much, and with you, i felt things i never thought i would ever feel in my life, a kind of love that was so pure, so deep, and so real that it changed me completely. but at the same time, you’re also the person who made me feel a kind of pain i never imagined i would go through, and that kind of pain hits differently because it came from the same person who once made me feel so safe and loved. i just hope that when you’re having a hard time, you would still look at me the way you used to, the way you used to see me before, like i still matter, like i’m still someone you choose even when things aren’t easy. i’m not asking for everything to go back to how it was before, i just want to feel your love again, even in the smallest ways, even just a little, even if it’s not the same as before, just enough to remind me that what we have is still real. and please don’t ever think that i stayed because i had no choice, because that’s not true. i’m staying because i’m sure about you:(

pretit :

kaines

adi. :

I can't unlove you, Suay.

sardines :

how am I supposed to move on kung kahit anong gawin ko, ikaw at ikaw pa rin ang naaalala ko? akala ko magiging madali kapag lumipas na ang panahon. akala ko one day gigising na lang ako na hindi na mabigat, na hindi na ikaw ang unang pumapasok sa isip ko. pero hanggang ngayon, hindi pa rin pala. i tried distracting myself. I tried convincing myself na tama lang 'yung naging desisyon ko. pero no matter how hard I try, there's always something that brings me back to you. isang kanta lang, isang lugar, kahit simpleng katahimikan lang, bigla na lang bumabalik lahat. ang hirap tanggapin na kailangan kitang kalimutan, samantalang ikaw pa rin ang taong hinahanap ng puso ko. I don't miss the past, I miss you. I miss your presence, your voice, the comfort I used to find in you. people keep asking me, "hindi ka pa ba nakaka-move on?" hindi ko na lang sinasagot, kasi paano ko ipapaliwanag na hindi naman gano'n kadali kalimutan ang taong minahal mo nang totoo? they only saw the ending. They never saw how deeply I loved you. siguro darating din ang araw na magiging okay ako. pero sa ngayon, ang totoo, ikaw pa rin ang laman ng bawat tahimik kong gabi. at hanggang ngayon, hindi ko pa rin alam kung paano magsisimulang mag-move on sa taong hindi ko naman talaga gustong bitawan.

China :

There’s no regrets sa nangyari sa’tin, ang dami kung gustong sabihin pero kapagod

rae :

I was so confident that he still love me, but now na nalaman ko from his cousin na sinabi nyang naaawa na lang siya sakin kaya hindi nya ko maiwan doon gumuho ang mundo ko, kasi bakit? how come I still love you, and you don't love me anymore? parehas naman tayong nandito sa relasyon na to, I thought we were doing just fine, I thought we were happy pero ako lang pala. Everything was gone, the future that we imagined was now nothing for him, the promise that I'll be his wife in the future vanished.

never_exist :

Ikaw yung unang kumausap sa akin pero bakit ako ang nag hahabol sa kahit isang buwan plng ang nakakalipas pero may bago na agad pero ano bag point ng pag y yearn ko kung hindi nmn naging tayo,takot na takot ka gawin yung nga ayaw na gawin siyo pero bat sa akin mo ginawa, di ko maintindihan bakit ganun nlng ka dali ang lahat,hindi ko kayang magalit sayo kas nung nga time na naga heal ako pinapasaya moko tas lalong nadagdagan pag h heal ko nung nawala ka. Kung kailan kaya ko ng mag risk ulit dun ka nag bago kung kailang naging komportable ako dun ka nawala,hindi mo alm kung gaano ka rare sa akin pag ako na yung nahulog hindi ganun kadaling kalimutan hindi ganun kadaling umusad kahit hindi namn naging tayo or siguro nahuli lng ako,ang sakit lng sa part na sa sinabi mo na isipin ko nlng may iba ka nung last chat natin pero isang buwan plng tinotoo mo,siguro mas madali mo siyang na kuha kesa sa akin dahil gusto ko nung nga time na yun susugal ako pag heal na ako pero nainip ka siguro, pero den di mo alm kung gaano kasakit hindi ko makita sarili ko kumilala ng bago kasi nakakapagod na kinakabisado na kita eh hahaha, pero kahit ganyan ginawa mo kaya parin kitang tanggapin kung uuwi ka sa akin, sabi mo nandyan ka plagi pero mukang haggang salita lng yun, uwi ka nlng sa akin pag sinaktan ka ng bago mo:)

ロレーヌ :

ansakit mo! ana ka huwaton ko nimo hantud pwede na, ana ka huwaton ko nimo until mag 18 nako para pwede na. tapus ang ending ingani ra diay? gibiyaan ko nimo sa ere. ana ka kayanon nimo akong batasan. ana ka ako ra imoha. ana ka diko nimo pasagdan, pero naunsa naman ni ron??? kasakit

tung tung sahur :

applegrace :

Piw :

Sedihh bgtt

hel :

missu my mg

_ylgn :

ahhhhhhh