@latinacroptopqueen1: Just me in the raw thinking. Sometimes I feel it isn’t cancer that is going to take me. It’s depression that will. Those who have what I have can understand. I wear a fake smile many days and say I’m fine to people I love. I act like I’m ok. It makes others feel better. I want you to remember me as the girl who smiled even when everything hurt. The girl who smiled even when her vision was blurry and head was pounding. The girl always in her underwear lol because the heating pad feels so good with less clothes on. Honestly I don’t want you to remember me as the poor girl with a terminal illness but just remember me as Anna the girl that once was. #breastcancer #cancer #depression #anxiety #lonely