فورستا :
i had feelings for a girl. it's been 9 years or 3190 days until now. i didn't have the courage to tell her that i loved her, because i also knew that she had a boyfriend. but every year we always had a moment, even if it was just one moment. we didn't talk too much, but when we met i thought we had a bond
last year she told me that she was really sick, like really sick. that situation forced her to come back here, to her hometown. i caught up with her often, just to bring her something or just to keep her company. i just wanted to be there for her, as always. after that she told me that before she got sick, she broke up with her man. i just tried to comfort her through everything that happened
after a few months we were always catching up, even hanging out. after that we decided to date. i was so happy because finally she saw me. but that didn't last long. our relationship only lasted 3 months. she said that her ex contacted her again, and she said that actually she still loved him
now she's back with her ex and they're even planning to get married. and i'm here trying to be sane, blaming myself, blaming everything. idk what i'm doing rn, i feel so lost. it's been 157 days since that relationship ended. i just want her to know that i always love her
2026-08-02 16:36:41