@ashleymcbrydemusic: Congratulations, me! 1,461 days of fighting for myself, showing up, doing the work and doing it scared most of the time. For me, staying sober includes boxing, lifting and other ways of celebrating this body that carries me across the stage I live for. It includes being picky and intentional about who I spend energy on and with. And so much more. For you it may be totally different. Maybe you work a program, maybe you paint , maybe you do something totally “out-there” to some people. Your path is yours. No one else needs to understand it. Whatever keeps you, YOU. You need you. Struggle forward. Do it scared.