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Sometimes I hate my mother, and admitting that hurts me more than anyone could ever know. I hate that I even feel this way, because she’s the person who’s supposed to love me the most. But there are days when all I feel from her is anger. Every mistake I make turns into shouting. Every small thing feels like a reason for her to get mad at me. And over time, it starts to feel like I’m not a child she loves, but a problem she has to deal with. There are moments when I ask myself if she even sees me. Not just the things I do wrong, but the way I’m trying. I try to be better. I try to understand her. I try to be patient. But it’s exhausting when it feels like my efforts don’t matter. When all I hear are harsh words, I slowly begin to believe that I’m never enough, no matter what I do. What hurts the most is that I can’t feel her love. People say, “She loves you, she’s just strict,” but love shouldn’t always feel this painful. Love shouldn’t make me feel scared to speak, scared to make mistakes, scared to be myself. Sometimes I just want her to hug me, to ask me if I’m okay, to listen without getting angry. I want comfort, not constant criticism. I don’t hate her because I want to. I hate the situation. I hate feeling lonely even though I have a mother. I hate feeling like I have to be strong all the time, like I’m not allowed to be weak or confused. I hate crying quietly because I feel like my emotions don’t matter. And then I hate myself for feeling this way, because I know she’s my mom, and I know she has her own struggles too. Deep inside, there’s still hope in me. Hope that one day she’ll understand my heart. Hope that she’ll realize that I’m not trying to disappoint her, I’m just trying to survive and grow. I don’t want to hate my mother. I want to feel close to her. I want to feel loved, accepted, and safe. I want a relationship where I don’t feel afraid, where love is shown through words and actions, not hidden behind anger. I’m still here, still hoping, even when it hurts. Because all I really want is to feel my mother’s love and not have to question if it exists #relatable
Sometimes I hate my mother, and admitting that hurts me more than anyone could ever know. I hate that I even feel this way, because she’s the person who’s supposed to love me the most. But there are days when all I feel from her is anger. Every mistake I make turns into shouting. Every small thing feels like a reason for her to get mad at me. And over time, it starts to feel like I’m not a child she loves, but a problem she has to deal with. There are moments when I ask myself if she even sees me. Not just the things I do wrong, but the way I’m trying. I try to be better. I try to understand her. I try to be patient. But it’s exhausting when it feels like my efforts don’t matter. When all I hear are harsh words, I slowly begin to believe that I’m never enough, no matter what I do. What hurts the most is that I can’t feel her love. People say, “She loves you, she’s just strict,” but love shouldn’t always feel this painful. Love shouldn’t make me feel scared to speak, scared to make mistakes, scared to be myself. Sometimes I just want her to hug me, to ask me if I’m okay, to listen without getting angry. I want comfort, not constant criticism. I don’t hate her because I want to. I hate the situation. I hate feeling lonely even though I have a mother. I hate feeling like I have to be strong all the time, like I’m not allowed to be weak or confused. I hate crying quietly because I feel like my emotions don’t matter. And then I hate myself for feeling this way, because I know she’s my mom, and I know she has her own struggles too. Deep inside, there’s still hope in me. Hope that one day she’ll understand my heart. Hope that she’ll realize that I’m not trying to disappoint her, I’m just trying to survive and grow. I don’t want to hate my mother. I want to feel close to her. I want to feel loved, accepted, and safe. I want a relationship where I don’t feel afraid, where love is shown through words and actions, not hidden behind anger. I’m still here, still hoping, even when it hurts. Because all I really want is to feel my mother’s love and not have to question if it exists #relatable

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