@.mka813: im going to camp today so i wont be able to make these sappy posts to cope 🫩 why do you keep coming back to my head. my mind always drifts back to you. there hasnt been one day where i havent thought about you. i’m not complaining, but it hurts. missing you, knowing you probably hate my guts. im gathering up a lot of courage to text you. you know how long it takes me to gather up courage for things. especially the simplest things ever. sigh. you were the only person other than jenna that knew me so well. i miss you. i want you back in my life, even if its just for one day. you were genuinely the only person that actually knew me so well. everytime i see the colors red, black, and silver, i think of you always. literally everything reminds me of you and i dont know how to stop it. you were always there for me. and i was always there for you. you knew exactly when i was upset just by my tone, even over text. i still love you i promise. you’d be shocked by how much i talk about you to my friends. even jenna is already sick of it, but i wish she wasnt because shes the only person i can actually talk to about shit. im just so sorry for everything. i seriously cant move on from you. i thought i did for about 5 months, buf there was always this small doubt in me. you were the one who truly loved me for me. and i wasnt scared to talk to you about anything. i wasnt scared to communicate, with u it wasnt awkward. with everyone else its different. i was so happy with you. im sorry i ruined it. i miss everything about you. i miss your voice, you’re quite literally the only one with it. and i still remember everything about you. your laugh, voice, how i could hear your stupid smiles through the phone, your fav colors, your bday, all of your biases, your fav singer, your fav animal, the way you sounded when you were upset or tired or excited, how you’d get when i sweet talked you, all the colors you dyed your hair, your family problems, and so much more. i let you in. a lot. and im never gonna let anyone in as much as i did you. you showed me a lot of things and i showed you a lot of stuff too. you were my safe space, my comfort person. i miss talking to u about the most stupid stuff ever. i miss our nightly/daily calls, and i especially miss those big paragraphs telling me how much you love me and why. i was so comfortable with you. i dont think i can ever be the way i was with you with anyone else. i never met anyone like you. you were my bestfriend and my lover in one. ik i was immature and stupid, im sorry. i miss you. you were kinda my first real serious longest relationship. and honestly, my most beautiful one. i could say so much more but theres a limit.. i hope we come back stronger one day because missing you like this physically hurts. i will always miss you. ill never get over you. i love you so much. #foryoupage #kpop #cortis #juhoonmartin #viral

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