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Its a thing, where people say you dont miss them, you miss what was. Yes. Yes i miss what was, if i could go back and do it again i wouldnt change anything. If anything id just want to add more time together. Do i miss her? Also yes. I miss her as a person, as a whole. I dont just miss the memories, i miss her. She was perfection in my eyes. She was the ideal girl for me. I regret leaving her, i left her thinking she was too good for me. She was. But my mindset then changed. I realised too late that everything i was doing once i met her was to spend my life with her. I changed future goals, future plans. Ideals. Because i, unconsciously, devoted my life to her. I want to be with her. More than anything, if anyone could tell her id ask them to tell her this. Im not leaving, im not forgetting the memories. Im not moving on and im not going to date anyone else. I believe that you are my love. I believe that is true. I am praying to god that we meet again, and we do everything together, we live our lives together. I would trade the world and everything i know and own for you. I am happy to say, as depressed as it sounds, you. My love. Will be my final love. And saying that couldnt make me happier. I will devote my life to you in silence if i have to. With no response, as i am happy that my short time that was spent with you was spent. Because although it was a short time. That time will span across the rest of my lifetime, in my mind and soul. I love you Gracie Braddon.
2026-06-17 12:40:27