tebogo sebogodi :
God, if I ever mishandle what I Prayed for could you please give me another chance to receive it, as well as the wisdom to manage it well this time. Because I see it now , I see I rushed blessings I wasn’t ready for. How I help people too tightly. How I let opportunities expire while I was waiting for something to feel perfect before I moved , I prayed for patience and complained through the wait. I Prayed for peace , but I kept running back to chaos. I Prayed for love and kept choosing familiar pain over unfamiliar healing . God, I understand now why some things were delayed. I wasn’t being , I was simply being prepared. And preparation looks nothing like I thought it would. It looks like a job failing, the relationship ending. The door closing right when I pushed my hardest. The silence I needed even though I was begging for an answer . But I’m asking again, but this time differently. Not with desperation, but instead with surrender. Not with a deadline, but instead with trust. Because I believe you still have it for me. I believe the version of me you’re building is worth the wait I’m still in the middle of. So God, whatever I wasn’t ready for before, I am ready now. Or at least willing to let you decide when I am. In Jesus mighty name Amen 🙏🏽
2026-06-16 14:50:52