@snazerir: #dubbing #anime #fyp #meme #fyp . . . . . . . . fuckers whos always "maintaining" their image but act like a totaly bichass motherfuking coward, hypocritical dysregulated fuck that never learn to look a tthe mirror and aknowledging their own mistakes. this is why i rarely came home. their "cerewek" just being a lousy bitch. they prob aint raising a bitch by being a bitch and by being the person who i deeply doesnt want to be. but theyre my family, a constant headache that makes me feel disgusted by my own flesh. a reminder that i share same blood as them. even tho i know who i am and what i am. but i am part of them. it hurt so bad. soo fucking bad. some of them are decent. some are not. it was quite dreading yknow. how i just knowing the fact that i have parts of their own dysfunctional behaviour while maintaining my mental and physical well being is tiring sometimes. i know im starting to partially felt "living" other that surviving recently. but im so fucking lonely. i want to achieve everything i could. i wish to be someone. thats all i need. even if it mean to shed blood by carving my path using my own hands.