chimmie :
yepAHHAAHAHAHAHA I literally begged for him to come back, and when he did, I asked for a little space since nasaktan ako ng sobra sa ginawa nya, and you know what he did during no contact? he took that time to be with my FRIEND. a FRIEND who ran to me when she needed advice, and when they're already together? she unfollowed me sa lahat ng socials nya and I was so mad and disappointed that I stopped caring about him. I stopped trying. I stopped reaching out. He's happy, and I am too. But I will never FORGET and FORGIVE what they both did to me. While I was struggling, crying, and questioning my worth, they were having the best time of their lives. I've moved on, yep, but the pain? the trauma? it's still here. anxious sya sakanya, avoidant sya sa akin during those times. he made the whole world know how he loves her, while he didn't even try to do that while he was with me kahit ako yung laging nagpapakalalaki sa relasyon namin. so yep, he lost me this time.
2026-06-16 22:41:32