@emiivcos: Looking back on this video is sad tbh, considering I wasnt making the video to gain muscle… I thought I was too fat in the first vid. I gained an eating disorder and body dysmorphia during tht time. Im finally at a point in my life where i’m wanting to gain muscle and focus less on simply being skinny, but strong. So more to come but atm I think im doin alright! #gym #GymTok #motivation