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i was supposed to be a lover girl and the happiest girl in the world until one day, i met him. in 2024, i was in form 1 and he was in form 2 when i first saw him. i felt like i was looking at a man baked from heaven. i got so nervous every time i walked past him. unfortunately, he already had a girlfriend at that time, so i decided to have a crush on him silently without putting any hope that he would ever be with me. their relationship didn’t go well, and time flew by. in 2025, i was already in form 2 while he was in form 3. it was hard to see him every day at school because he was in the morning session and i was in the afternoon session. i could only see him on wednesdays during koko. every time i saw him, i would always smile a little. until october, i decided to move on because he was an academic achiever while i was just a stupid girl.
then came my birthday, 6.11. not long after that, on 13.11.25, my hb texted me “your type” without knowing that he actually was. so i decided to tell my hb that i had been crushing on him since form 1. my hb felt sad for me and texted my crush because they were friends. my hb sent him my picture and the most unexpected thing happened. he replied to my picture with “lawa gila”. at that moment, i was so shocked that i couldn’t say anything. it felt like a dream. for the first time, he saw me, and i was so happy. on that same day, he asked my hb for my tiktok username. he texted me. i was so happy, like super-duper crazy happy. and yeah, we officially got into a relationship.
throughout the relationship, i felt so happy. i forgot about all the sadness i used to have. on 18 november, we went on our first date. i was so nervous because i was finally dating my crush after one whole year. i still remember everything, the matching blue striped shirts, ilham gallery, everything went perfectly. on 1.1.26, for the first time, someone wished me a happy new year. i felt so complete at that moment.
2026-06-17 17:04:37