🇦🇹Malyavochka🇭🇺 :
Well if to be honest, i will never get it, it’s absolutely over for me, i was never be loved and pobably never will be, life is absolutely cruel and unfair, every night i dream that in one day i will be loved and one special girl will love me forever, ofc it’ll never happen but after i realized it i always cried in my pillow, i was always rejected by girls i didn’t have even friends really i was not even "friendzoned" they always just rejected me or block for a some times like 1-3days, it’s so over, i am really a good and kind person i can love i am bealive in God, i try to be kind to everyone but for modern girls it doesn’t matter, i am a short 5”2 i am ugly i am not rich, they hate me that i even exist, and i am not lustful i have never wanted to have a s*x, everything I wanted and want it’s just be hugged and hold someone hand, but ofc it will never happen bc i am not good looking enough for women, it’s very sad for me, i probably will die alone, i have said it to my parents that they will never see me with gf and that i will never had a kids and wife, and that they will never be a grandparents, ofc they still believe and have a hope that it will change but ofc it won’t bc it’s over for me, i always treated like subhuman bc of my kindness and badlooking, girls will never like a tyle of guys like me, i am so hopeless at this point, i don’t even want to live like this, it’s very sad to me a realised that i will never have a teen’s relationship a first kiss, a hold a hand, i have a 16 years old and i am NKHHV, i truly believe that i deserve a love but sadly i don’t have it and never had, i never had a friend especially a best friend, it’s literally embarrassing and disappointing me, i always alone from my birth, i have never celebrated even a birthday with "friends" i always alone, in school I didn’t have anyone, they just treated me like a freak, and just insult me, i think it’s not fully bullying but i don’t like them fr, well this is over for me, i hate my life, i wish i wasn’t even born in this cruel world…
2026-06-17 19:53:29