੭ ゚𝔐𝒾𝓃𝒶 𑁯 . :
It's been almost five years since my last attempt, and I can confidently say that despite the time that passes and how hard it is, you can feel better. Maybe not enough, because right now I'm battling issues that shouldn't affect me anymore, and old habits have returned, like neglecting my health, which I thought I'd gotten rid of. But above all, I'm happy that something has changed. We don't all feel better in the same way, but being alone helped me. In those moments when nothing was right, I just wanted someone to be with me, to feel loved, even though maybe I already was; I was just unable to feel it. I want to make it clear that we're not all the same, we don't all feel the same, but you don't have to love yourself. Just learn to be comfortable with you, even if it's crying, getting angry, or laughing, and maybe you can feel better for a while. Anything helps, even just a few seconds of happiness. And when you understand that you only need yourself to be okay, that's when we won't complicate things over things that happened, are happening, and will happen. I still can't believe I'm here, better, and maybe not with all the enthusiasm, but I feel I deserve to get up every day. If you don't have aspirations, dreams, or don't feel entitled to be happy, remember that you are more valuable because you know that what your suffer makes you strong. Whether you tried or not, you're still here. Don't strive for others or even for the present; do it thinking that maybe in the future everything can get better. To everyone who reads this, I sincerely wish that everything gets better. You are not alone; you have me, and you have those of us who are still here. Let's be living proof that even when we are weak, we can and deserve to stay.
2026-06-22 06:21:03