Ja :
until now, I'm still waiting for that one boy who loved me deeply. The one who made me feel special without even trying, the one who made ordinary days feel a little brighter just by being there. Hanggang ngayon, hindi ko pa rin maiwasang balikan yung mga alaala namin. yung mga simpleng usapan natin na tumatagal hanggang madaling araw, yung mga lambing mo na nagpapangiti sakin kahit pagod ako, at yung mga moments na akala ko hindi ko na makakalimutan. Sometimes, I catch myself remembering the way you treated me before. the way you cared, the way you listened to me whenever I had something to say, and the way you made me feel loved in ways I never expected, hindi ko alam kung bakit hanggang ngayon dala dala ko pa rin lahat ng yun, yung sakit. pero siguro dahil naging mahalaga ka talaga sakin. You became a part of my life that I never wanted to lose. There are days when I pretend that I'm okay, that I've already moved on from everything, but deep inside, I still miss you. I miss the comfort of knowing that you're there. I miss your presence, your messages, your jokes, and even the smallest things about you. Ang hirap kasi kahit anong gawin ko, may mga pagkakataon pa rin na ikaw yung naaalala ko. But despite all the pain and the distance between us, I still choose to be patient. hindi ko alam kung babalik ka pa ba o hindi, pero one thing is certain — I will always cherish the memories we had. Maybe some people come and go, but there are people who leave a mark in our hearts that time can never erase, and you're one of them.
So for now, I'll continue living my life while carrying the love and memories you left behind. nd if fate ever gives us another chance to meet again, maybe I'll finally get to tell you how much I missed you all this time. I miss you, lovelove. more than words could ever explain. And no matter how many days, months, or years pass, you'll always have a special place in my heart. forever and ever.
2026-06-18 17:53:31