🚢BOI🤡ZERO🚢🛟🌊💛⚓️ :
I really hope life gets better because I’m not the person used to be anymore ive changed real bad not because I want to but life changed me things stopped working out everything keeps looking like it’s hunting me and it has badly affected my mental health………Financially, Academically, Socially everything keeps getting worse life isn’t smiling at me, Over time ive spent most of my night crying and consoling myself that at the end thing will get better but it just doesn’t seems to get any better, Financially ive tried to engage myself in multiple things trying to get something to work out but they just seems to all be crashing down, Academically i promised myself not to fall back but I broke that promise because life itself is breaking me down……Socially nobody seems to understand me anymore they just see me as someone who started isolating myself from a lot of things and people which is not i really do hope they understand…..At this point Im convinced enough to say that even life itself has a favorite…..It got even worst thst Im out of tears so i just stay all by myself with a lot of suicidal thoughts going through my mind, I’ll always say I’m fine and even smile publicly but deep down there’s a burden of thoughts going through my head, Apt loosing people/friends starts looking normal and worth it for my mental state, Life has really been soo tormenting, exhausting and so frustrating that waking up to a new day looks like a burden to me it feels like im not even there for myself, Leaving all socials? injuring myself? Late night walk talking to myself??? Ohh ive done a lot of things but it just never seems to get any better………Ive had a lot of breakdowns, crash out and isolation that i now sit and dine with anxiety, i can literally feel all my trauma’s touch all over my body that sometimes I wish death could come at a call…….Making this promise to everyone that Im still me, i just need to pass this phase of life i need to get something to work out....Remember u are not alone😒😞☹️
2026-07-25 17:48:04