JO_LOU :
i know i was the one who ruined us, i was immature, let my ego control myself, hurt her feelings, texting other girls, i really regret for doing those things, we dated for 3 years and i don't know why i just realising it now, i blamed myself every for ruining a relationship i prayed for.
its been a year since we broke up, i tried my best to fix myself, and felt that i was ready to try again, but then i saw her highlights on insta that she already found someone new, that made me regret more, i cried for days, there was never a day i cried before going to bed, it hurts to regret something you fcked up.
for my last act of love, i will support her from afar, and prayed that her new boyfriend will make sure she's happy everyday, bring her to places she always wanted to visit, always being by her side when she's on her lowest... i won't interfere her current relationship, as long she's happy... that's what matters the most
if you're reading this, please know that i will always love you cazz, and i will forever cherished all of our moments together until the end, i miss talking to you... and im sorry for hurting you
i love you so much, please take care, don't let anyone hurt you okayy? ... promise me that
2026-07-07 22:38:37