zsloan2011 :
Can’t really talk to anyone because I’m not good with words just I’m just gonna rant on here even tho nobody will see it, idk man summer is always tough for me. I have really bad social anxiety, so talking to people is a really challenging task. I mean, I like being alone it’s just the loneliness I feel is not the good part. I have friends, but I don’t really talk to them over summer. I don’t get any notifications, no calls, no invites, no nothing. Maybe everyone has excepted that I don’t enjoy going out. I want to go out, it’s just super challenging going anywhere. Everywhere I go, I get nervous. Whether it be school or going somewhere in public, I get so nervous. It just sucks man. I’m a lonely person, with one friend I text everyday, and I get stuck with social anxiety. So no matter how hard I try, making friends will always be a difficult task for me. I prefer being alone over being with someone. It sucks man, it truly does. Maybe I’m meant to be alone. Maybe that’s my gift. Who knows. I’ll always be the awkward quiet kid. Sometimes I just wonder what it’s like to no have second thoughts after every social interaction, and just being able to be social like a breeze. I wonder what it’s like to not sit in my room everyday of the summer, because I’m to afraid to go out and talk to people, and rather be alone. Idk man, people know who I am, but I’m just no one’s friend really. I have one good bud, had him since 5th grade, but other than that, I don’t think I would classify anyone else as a good friend, that I talk to more than twice a week. Stuff sucks man, but maybe that’s what I’m supposed to be.
2026-06-24 08:27:19