@steffy_u_r_not_alone: Some days I still can’t wrap my head around the fact that Nehemiah is gone. I know what the paperwork says. I know what the death certificate says. I know I stood there and said goodbye. But my heart still hasn’t caught up. I know he’s not here physically, but his presence never leaves me. I see him in the little things. I hear him in songs. I find him in memories that show up out of nowhere and hit me like a wave. Sometimes I catch myself thinking, “I need to call Nehemiah,” only to remember that I can’t. People think grief is just sadness. It’s not. Grief is loving someone with nowhere to put that love. It’s carrying conversations in your heart that you’ll never get to have. It’s learning how to live in a world that keeps moving while a part of yours stopped. The smallest thing my child ever did was pass away. The biggest thing he ever did was leave a mark on this world that continues to reach people every single day. I miss his voice. I miss his laugh. I miss the hope that came with hearing, “Mom.” There are moments when the reality of this loss takes my breath away, and there are moments when I feel him so strongly that I know love doesn’t end when a life does. I don’t know how to do the rest of my life without him. I’m learning one day at a time. But what I do know is this: As long as I have breath in my body, I will say his name. Nehemiah. Not because of how he died, but because of how he lived, how he loved, and how deeply he is missed. Forever my son. Forever loved. Forever missed. Forever Nehemiah. ❤️ #SayHisName #Nehemiah #GriefJourney #ForeverMySon #LoveNeverDies

Joanna Castle Bowden :

This is a beautiful pic. 🙏🏽

rhondaquinn581 :

❤️❤️🙏🏾 I’m thinking about you miss Steffy

Standing Proud.. :

such a very beautiful touching photo..

Jacqueline :

Beautiful ❤️

lesliegran :

You should frame this picture

Beckee :

🥰NEHEMIAH!🥰

Roseann Vega :

RIP 🙏🙏🙏

letthem141 :

Oh Steffy 😔 soo heartbreaking 💔 but soo beautiful 🫂 RIP peace NEHEMIAH 🙏

lesliegran :

💔💔💔 Beautifully stated

marshacolandrea48 :

what a beautiful picture🥰 his spirit will always be with you girl!!!!

Proud momma :

This hits hard and real! It’s a club no one wants a membership to! It never gets easier, we just “survive” 💔💔

abyars1128 :

💙 Nehemiah

CatMomma :

This is ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIFUL 🩷

mamadukes :

Absolutely beautiful ❤️🙏🏻

Lori Armstrong Moore :

Beautiful

Donna Gardner :

I'm sending love and big hugs to you and your grandchildren and your daughter-in-law. I love this

Angela Nutt :

I’m sending you so much love Steffy.

April :

Absolutely beautiful ❤️

AnneKemp 🇨🇦❤️🇨🇦 :

Rest easy Nehemiah. Your beautiful memory will live on in the hearts of so many.

caravan1031 :

god bless you and the rest of his family heart breaking 🙏🙏🙏

autumnneilson :

Continued prayers for all of you!!

Shelley :

Simply precious,Steffy…..

Melissa :

I know my bf is showing him how to ride a sports bike up there! Sending you love!!

NinaB 𓍯𓂃𓏧♡ :

Juels :

Absolutely beautiful 🙏🏼