CHOKINGHAZARD :
I wish I could change the habits that changed me. I’m a slob I’m a terrible person now. I don’t get how people like me because I push them away or say that I don’t have time because I can’t change the habits that make me that person. I don’t have any friends at school and I feel as if it’s my fault for my parents split. I love my friends, family, everybody that has come and gone away in my life but every time I lose someone, it just ends up feeling like it was all my fault, and in the end, maybe it is. My selfishness, ego, anti-social behavior, aggression. I don’t want that to make up for who I really am. I wanna draw, I wanna create, that’s my destiny, but would anything had changed if I wasn’t lazy nor letting anything get the better of me? Maybe. Maybe if I changed my life maybe if I was a better person, people would’ve liked me better, I wouldn’t be lonely again. So to anybody who finished reading this, something will change for you, I don’t know what, but life will change.
2026-06-20 15:46:19