@esoterthick: ow my hand but yeah SOME of yall are larping autism and it’s obvious #actuallyautistic

jiafei :

emmaaa⋆˚꩜｡ :

i love you thank you

⚔️~Krown~⚔️ :

TealAquaRed :

Yess. I used to get autistic rage sooo bad. It would come out of no where over stuff that was so inconsequential. I hated it cause I KNEW in the moment that it was trivial, but the rush of rage was all consuming and I would need to escape, but a lot of times I couldn’t and the other person would make it worse because they would be offended I was so angry over something so small and keep poking at it until I exploded on them. I’ve gotten better at my melt downs, but it’s mostly because I self isolate a lot and use sensory deprivation to calm down.

Tess! 🐾🦴 :

THANK YOU. Especially for autistic women. I was just considered ‘unique’ and ‘one of a kind’ growing up. No I was actually just autistic and had no support whatsoever 😐

The BBitch :

CPTSD is so similar too!❣️🫂

WonkyLashStripTTV :

Shower rod fell on me today and I genuinely had a whole freakout. Screaming crying banging on shit. Thank god no one was home but I scared my cat :(

🏝 :

I didn’t start hitting myself during a meltdown til I was an adult and started regressing :\

a🧁 :

My bf has autism and i have ADHD and BPD. its very hard for us cus we share similar traits but he can never get things right as i want them too and for him it feels like im being too difficult, I just dont know how to cope it feels like we argue over the smallest things🥲 im very graceful with him tho

Starlight. :

yeah ive been having meltdowns from burnout more often and they're getting WORSE

milo :

Literally like I’m level two and people genuinely treat me like a kid or an animal. I’m actually really smart, I just have a hard time communicating and people don’t get that. I had coworkers that would yell at me constantly because I was taking orders too slow but god FORBID I had a meltdown because of it because then I’M the problem.

Polished Spectrum :

like i forgot my swimsuit at home 2 hours away and i cry-screamed so much i gave myself a headache. 45 minute melt down pulling hair and hitting myself. fixing the situation took 15 minutes buying a new suit in town. exhausting

The Department of Flies :

i cannot for sure say i have autism because in diagnosed, but it’s probable. i was the weird kid everyone subtly bullied growing up because i had panic attacks in class constantly and made a lot of scenes

🪦🕷️Tomura Shigaraki🕷️🪦 :

I was hungry, all my safe foods aren’t available, I didn’t eat, and now I’m just as uncomfortable as I would be if I ate concrete but I can’t eat because again THERES NO EDIBLE FOODS and it’s genuinely so distressing. Like ofc that’s such a small problem compared to every struggle, but even in basic things that are part of day to day life there’s so many obstacles.

linkus b. squinkus🇵🇸🍉🏳️‍⚧️ :

i remember a few months ago i had a meltdown where all that happened was i spilled a glass of juice on myself and as i was trying to go to the bathroom to take off my clothes and put on a towel so i wouldnt start sobbing my dad went into the bathroom to grab a towel for me after i told him not to and kept standing in my way and i screamed at him really loudly to move to the point it hurt my ears and i felt terrible but i literally couldnt control it i didnt know what to do and he was angry at me the rest of the day even though i apologized and told him why it happened and told him (for the 1000th time) not to assume what i need and to just leave me alone when i'm panicking and he still won't do that to this day

Kasie :

THANK YOUUU!!! 🫶🫶🫶

oliver rose :

i got you always you need anything i’m here

foxa0101 :

I ripped all of my bangs out driving down the road last month because my car AC went out and the wind constantly blowing hair into my eyes and face made me have a mega meltdown. 😅

tt :

thank u for saying this I love u for being real asf

jasxpl7.31 𖦹 ☼ ⋆｡˚⋆ฺ ꕤ｡˚⋆ ♡ :

loving the badge fren❤️

thot/thought daughter :

no literally

𝖨𝖫𝖮𝖵𝖤𝖥𝖫𝖠𝖲𝖧 :

Not enough people acknowledge that non white people can be autistic too. I think white male autistics are infantilized and spoiled while the rest of us are made out to be violent or are sexualized and used in people's disgusting rape fantasies (specifically non verbal autistic girls). Why the fuck is this even a thing we have to worry about?

᭝ ᨳଓ ՟ :

my bf is autistic whos overall "high functioning" aka level 1 autism except there is extreme meltdowns and mfs just treat ppl like that like white monster energy 'mom get out of my room' people. its so disappointing, people hate autistic people to their core