ديليسيا :
to him, i'm still here, waiting for you, but i'm not hoping for anything anymore. i used to imagine all the possibilities, but now i've learned to leave them in Allah's hands. i wish you were meant for me, but i don't know whose name lives in your heart. i've admired you sincerely for so long, yet i'll probably never know what you truly feel. i can't place expectations on something that was never promised to me. i'm not pretty enough, not smart enough, not someone you'd ever notice. that's why i've never allowed myself to dream too much about us. still, if i'm being honest, a part of me has always wished to spend my future with you. it's been almost ten years since i first laid my eyes on you, and somehow my heart still remembers your name. we barely have a story, barely have conversations, yet you've become a chapter i could never seem to close. i'm sorry that i like you. i'm sorry that after all this time, a part of my heart still quietly prays for us...
2026-06-21 06:27:36