Phainon :
Mad = "you like them." Silent = "you like them." Smiling = "you like them." EVERYTHING somehow means I have a crush. Like, WHAT??? I'd rather be called crazy for calling Phainon my "husband" than be shipped with someone I've barely even talked to. Seriously. We exchange, what, 2–3 sentences a month? And guess what? The moment they started going, "Ooooh, you two~" and trying to ship me with that person, I just pretended I couldn't hear them. Zero reaction. I was busy scrolling on my phone thinking, "Damn, Phainon is so handsome." Then they hit me with, "Come on, it's just a joke. Don't get mad." Yeah, it's a joke to you. To me, it was genuinely annoying. I was so irritated that I had some pretty angry thoughts for a moment, but in reality all I did was put on a polite smile and act like nothing happened. And another thing: a joke is supposed to be funny. If the person you're joking about feels uncomfortable, embarrassed, or annoyed, then maybe it just isn't funny. Who do you think you are, shipping random people? WE AREN'T EVEN THAT CLOSE. Even my own family has never tried to pair me up with someone or constantly go, "Ooooh, you two~." So please, stop sticking your nose into my personal life. The funniest part? I once got shipped with a guy from another class whose name I didn't even know. They were like, "Hey, he likes you!" Bro... I honestly felt insulted. It felt less like a joke and more like they were making fun of me. I'd genuinely rather have people call me a weeb—even though I'm not one. I'm not obsessed with Japanese culture. I mostly play Chinese games and enjoy their content. I'd still take that over being randomly shipped with some stranger I don't even know—*sorry guys, I finally exploded after trying to be patient for years 😭
2026-06-30 15:14:15