๐ช๐ฆโ. ๐หเฟAshley๐๐.โ๐ต๐ญ :
@๐๐ต๐ฎ๐๐ช๐ท๐ญ๐ฎ๐ป ๐ท๏ธ mahal kita to the point that sometimes i choose to ignore the pain even when itโs already hurting me deeply, because losing you feels heavier than anything iโm going through. i know you donโt want me to drain myself for you, i know youโve said that before, but i canโt help it because this is how much i love you. when you love someone this deeply, you tend to give more than you should, even when it starts to hurt, even when it slowly takes pieces of you away. iโm willing to sacrifice everything for you, even if it hurts, even if it becomes too much, even if there are days when i feel like iโm slowly losing parts of myself, as long as youโre happy and you feel that someone is still choosing to stay with you no matter what. i donโt want to be a burden to you, thatโs why most of the time i choose to keep everything to myself even when what iโm feeling is already too heavy. iโm scared that if i open up too much, it might push you away or turn into another misunderstanding, and i donโt want that. so i stay quiet, not because i donโt feel anything, but because iโm trying to protect what we have. i love you so much, and with you, i felt things i never thought i would ever feel in my life, a kind of love that was so pure, so deep, and so real that it changed me completely. but at the same time, youโre also the person who made me feel a kind of pain i never imagined i would go through, and that kind of pain hits differently because it came from the same person who once made me feel so safe and loved. i just hope that when youโre having a hard time, you would still look at me the way you used to, the way you used to see me before, like i still matter, like iโm still someone you choose even when things arenโt easy. iโm not asking for everything to go back to how it was before, i just want to feel your love again, even in the smallest ways, even just a little, even if itโs not the same as before, just enough to remind me that what we have is still real. and please donโt ever think that i stayed because i had no choice, because thatโs not true. iโm staying because iโm sure about you๐๐
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