The Pillowfort System
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saphthethiccgothenby :
"You know how sometimes a thing will happen and all of the sudden the like 'flavor' of the vibes will change, and that 'flavor' is like the same as it was at a certain point in your life? No just me? 😅"
2026-06-22 04:53:14
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♡ᵢₜₛ ₙₒₜ ₘₑ ᵢₜₛ yₒᵤ ♡ :
biggest sign for me was dissociating so bad I couldn't walk properly 😭
2026-06-22 04:41:11
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mishu :
I was sobbing once and then fully went still and in a flat tone I said “okay done with that”. I now know that is my gatekeeper
2026-06-28 18:59:49
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Rock in your shoe (🥩📼) :
Should I relate to this as a singlet...? Like every single point. I'm too busy to deal with it but like, hmmm fun to keep in the back of my mind
2026-06-22 04:12:59
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Lavender 💜 :
My first year of uni I had a flatmate turn to me and say “which you are you right now?” And I just thought she was a horrible person for years. In that time people also would say “what did you do this week?” And I’d just respond “week? What day is it?” And realise I have no idea if I ate food or went to class or did anything.
2026-06-23 08:09:13
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Malphias_Grigori :
Starting a new job and paranoid because I haven't worked in the specific industry in a very long time, and I'm not certain who's gonna step up to try and work the new job. Wish me luck.
2026-06-22 13:13:33
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Lily 💖🇨🇦🔻 :
can you make this one a series 😅 i kind of need more reference material on presentation before awareness
2026-06-23 17:19:04
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beezus :
....i don't have a therapist about the memory n dissociation stuff yet pls don't do this to me😭 i've only JUST become open to the possibility of a dissociative disorder other than just depersonalization or derealization😭 saving for later 😔
2026-06-23 03:03:30
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Sam⚧️ :
So what does one do if one hypothetically relates to this? I’ve seen a lot of people with did mention that there’s also a lot of other dissociative disorders but I can’t really find much information on it😭 I don’t think I have enough of space of time that I straight up don’t remember to consider did, but something dissociative is going on
2026-06-22 20:25:48
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Eden de Hades | Dukli :
wait is this weirdly relatable to anyone else?
2026-06-22 07:21:51
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Fae :
Me, having a melt down, full on sobbing, shaking and rocking, very confused that every time that happened i would suddenly get very calm very quickly.
2026-06-24 10:10:58
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Mosslander :
I identify with so many DID experiences, but it doesn't seem like I experience the memory fragmentation aspect. I don't know if its the executive disfunction, but I usually feel like I'm co-fronting and that another aspect of my mind is controlling what I do. I can easily have different feelings going at once, and have contradictory goals and desires that make me fight with myself. I try to be kind and understanding of the other parts of myself, but they can make things really hard.
2026-06-23 02:19:37
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mikayla🇨🇦🍁 :
Halfway through this I had to rewind and rewatch because I was just not here for it
2026-06-22 10:43:11
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Lyle Lysander :
I can’t afford a therapist, i can’t afford to relate to all of this, i can’f afford a therapist, i can’t afford to relate to all of this T-T
2026-06-24 01:23:41
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Erin :
the feeling like memories of your life are from watching it either from a distance or like you're watching it over their shoulder, to the point where if someone asked me "Who is we? Do you have a mouse in your pocket?" I'd reply "No, the people looking over my shoulder"
2026-06-22 22:00:52
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Rose Opal Mendenhall :
Also I’m Lilith this is the worst PF 🥺
2026-06-23 13:26:09
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sonnie :
ummmmmm 😥
2026-06-23 00:16:00
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Speck.ulative_cauldron. :
here so quick its lagging lol
2026-06-22 04:06:38
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💚✨Neo✨💚 :
I still think about mid-covid when my dissociation at work got so bad I would watch myself walking around in 3rd person ,,, like yeah that's totally normal and fine, anyway
2026-06-22 16:03:17
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Local Gremlin :
OH. I dont think I have any form of DID but I relate way too much to some of these vids im getting v concerned.
2026-06-23 06:54:27
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𝙽𝚢𝚡_𝟾𝟸𝟷𝟿𝟺 :
Wait-
2026-06-24 16:16:34
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𝑵𝒊𝒔𝒉𝒐 🦋 Mᴀᴅᴅɪᴇ's ᴀᴜᴛɪsᴍ :
no cause I could have a full break down and the second don't even remember where I am, no pain, no nothing. and it happend the last time this bad when I had RASHES. I felt NOTHING once I dissociated....
2026-06-22 21:03:19
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callie!! ☆ೄྀ :
oh golly gee im early
2026-06-22 04:07:54
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✩Goblin Brat✩ :
Host is currently going through it, I am so emotionally drained from fronting. They cry and I don’t have time for them to do that. We are so busy 😐.
2026-06-22 22:09:28
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JohnWho :
I'm not properly educated on DID but I do relate to some things in the video. I feel like I have different emotional 'selfs'. I always remembered my childhood but only recently I've unlocked memories about emotions I expirienced back then, what the smell was like, textures around me, some details. Though I always had memories in non chronological order plus sometimes I still expirience the thing when I do something and I don't know why and can't explain it. With emotions coming back some things now make more sense. I think in my case it may be cptsd + a lot of a dissociation, but I feel like my emotional segments are too distinguished from each other if that make sense, and when I unlock new emotional memories it feels like completing/assembling some part of a puzzle
2026-06-22 07:30:10
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