silent boy :
What will I live with, who will I live with, who will I dream new dreams about—these questions haunt me to this day. The person I had all my hopes, all my plans, all my feelings around, is no longer by my side today. Even though there are many people around me, I feel very alone. When old memories come back in the silence of the night, my heart feels even heavier. I can't even tell anyone how much I'm in pain, and I can't find peace without saying it. I just think that if the person I once imagined my whole life with were by my side today, maybe this loneliness wouldn't be so deep. Still, life doesn't stop, time moves forward, and I walk with a heart full of pain. Maybe one day these pains will become memories, but even today I feel—I am really very alone, very alone, and I live with that loneliness every day. 💔🥀
2026-06-25 15:23:46